January 2010
Ive already made some reallllyyy big changes in 2009. So i dont really know what my new years resolution is going to be for 2010… but heres what im thinking so far…
-Be more optimistic.
-Meet a lot of new people and friends.
-Get out more.
-Stick to my motto, dont take anything too seriously, and just say fuck it.
-Forgive, and FORGET.
-Work on myself.
-MAKE MYSELF HAPPY, and...
I don't know why people think that once 2010 is...
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brandonftw:
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upandawaywego:
(via funeral)
So im not doing anything this new years. not much changed from the last. I really thought i would be w/ my bestfriend, but FUCK IT.
i knew that wouldnt happen.
#new motto of 2010. FUCK IT.
i just dont care anymore.
December 2009
DIS MY TUMBLR BITCHHHHH!
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im used to whats going on now. ive learned to just say “fuck it”…and MEAN IT.
When somebody dies, they always tell me that they are just sleeping now, and that they’re not hurting anymore. and that they just “went to sleep”. but how do you know they didnt feel pain? how do you really know?
Sometimes you have to run away so you can see who...
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whateverclarisse:fckyeahmikkaferrer:iseemeandyouattheprom:(via 365thoughts)
my life right now. i have come to these realizations.
my dad gave me 750$ for christmas on a credit card :O im down to like 450. gonna save it though because i might be helping to buy this puppy. my dads just trying to make up for not being there..but hey! ill take what i can get…
so, christmas was fucking horrible. the replacement puppy i got died christmas morning. i cant take all of this D; i once again attached myself to him, and then he died. horrible sobbing christmas memory. and ALL i wanted for christmas was my puppy. :( so my mom promises to get me another one. we have to find it first. :/
Im really fucked up. and death is so interesting, and so inconvenient, so sad, so liberating. You kind of get happy for them because they are no longer suffering. But sad because you just simply lost them. Its like im waiting for him to die, so i can deal with it. I dont want to to happen, it would kill me. But if its going to happen, i want to know now. and i want to deal with this. ive lost and...
